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[25 Mar 2008|04:58pm]
I had a guy code on me the other day at work. Also known as stop breathing. They had to intubate the guy... it was just weird. Nerve-racking honestly. I worked a 12 hour shift at the hospital yesterday... that was long. And nothing else is happening. Oh yeah... I'm going back to Eastern this fall to do Nursing. I'm just glad I finally made a decision about all of it. HANSON is coming April 19th... WOOO.

I have an Orgo Chem test Thursday... so peace out.
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[27 Feb 2008|06:34pm]
Paulie Bleeker: I still have your underwear.
Juno MacGuff: I still have your virginity.
Paulie Bleeker: Would you shut up?

That movie was everything everyone said it would be. Go see it!
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[01 Dec 2007|10:40am]
  Wow. What a week. I started Orientation at Beaumont Monday, and Thursday was my first day on the unit. I was so nervous, but it's not really all that hard. It's kind of cool that even though I am only an assistant, there could be some serious mistakes without me. Nursing assistants do the most patient interaction, we take vitals, glucose levels and all that jazz. If we notice something the RN does not...well let's just say that may have been a life saved.
    The part I don't want to do though, is what we discussed our first day...death and post mortem preparation. So who shuts the eyes, moves the body, washes it off, then tags the toe and zips the body bag? Oh yeah. That's me. The worst is that apparently the unit I am on, which is just a normal medical unit, has right now I believe 3 terminal patients that most likely will not make it home before they pass away. And it makes me really sad.
    I bought the paper for a really nice terminally ill man today- his wife couldn't come to see him, so I went down to the concourse and got him one. It made feel good inside to just do something so small, then have that person be so appreciative of the small thing you did, just because it's your job. But to me it's so much more than that. You are their lifeline, their support though what may be the worst moments of their lives.

I can't wait to actually get in there as much as I can!
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[18 Oct 2007|11:13pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

So I offcially got a job offer at Beaumont in the 9 North Unit of the Royal Oak hospital as a nursing assistant...working 5 days over a persiod of 2 weeks, and I get benefits!! I am going to learn so much more there than I ever will in a classroom, I even get to pull IV's out of people's arms! I am so overly excited, and yet so nervous at the same time. I have wanted into the hospital for over a year, and now I am in! I just don't want to mess it up!!

In other news, I went to Cedar Point for Halloweekends, and that was pretty freaking fun.

I hope everyone is doing well.

Also, Josh, I love how for ever holiday your front yard is TOTALLY decked out for the occasion.

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH [03 Oct 2007|12:19am]
[ mood | AHHHH JOB? ]

OH. MY. GOODNESS.

I just got a call from Joan ( the lady who told me if I ever needed a job at Beaumont to call her) and said that there is an opening on the Medical Unit for a Nursing Assistant and the Supervisor is to call me for and interview!


I'M SO FREAKING EXCITED you have no idea how long I have waited for this. I hope it all works out.

Going to Cedar Point next weekend....HALLOWEEKENDS!!!!!!!!


Halloween...Lynn's PAAARRRRTTTAAAYYYYY I'm gonna be Peach and Spencer is gonna be Mario.


haha.

I love Yoshi though. He is my favorite by far.

SWEEETTTT I CAN'T SLEEP SO EXCITED. The fact I failed two tests last week has left my mind. Not. Ugh. Oh well, there's other tests I guess.

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[24 Sep 2007|10:21pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

So I went to Ypsi on Thursday and got back yesterday...and I'm starting to regret it because I have tests in all of my classes on either Tuesday or Wednesday. I guess I'll get what I deserve. I shouldn't have gone..."school is the top priority" my parents are going to kick my butt. I'm going to fail this symester and have to take bio and psych over again. What the hell. Ugh. I know it's only the first tests, but you fail one you're fucked for the rest of the symester, right?

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[01 Sep 2007|11:30pm]
I'm falling apart.
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Awwww. [28 Aug 2007|01:11am]
[ mood | giddy ]

Today was a good day.

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I feel like crap. [23 Aug 2007|03:46pm]
[ mood | sad ]

We used to be best friends
Hanging out in the parking lot
like the day would never end.
You came up with all the plans
I’ll be waiting by my window,
In your brother’s car you’ve come to rescue me
cause I need you to
Take me out, make me laugh
Never say now I want to go
back home, all alone
and it makes me sad, cause now you won’t
Take me out, make me laugh
Never say now I want to go
back home, all alone
and it makes me sad, cause now you won’t.
We used to dream all day.
Play guitar like a rock and roll star
Sing along while the record played
‘round and ‘round and ‘round
we would never come down
Take me out, make me laugh
Never say now I want to go
back home, all alone
and it makes me sad, cause now you won’t
Take me out, make me laugh
Never say now I want to go
back home, all alone
and it makes me sad, cause now you won’t
Let me go
If I’m the one you’re holding on to
Let me go
cause after all this time I know that I’m the one who can’t let go.
Take me out, make me laugh
Never say now I want to go
back home, all alone
and it makes me sad, cause now you won’t
repeat chorus
We used to be best friends.
Hanging out in the parking lot like the day would never end.
Take me back.

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[22 Aug 2007|10:44pm]
Boys are dumb. Girls are dumb. How come so many agree with each other?  Just another thought. I see all these movies and wish that my life was like them, in any way, but life isn't the movies, and the ones that are are for sure freakin' lucky.

bleeehhh.
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[21 Aug 2007|10:20pm]
I'm done with this game.

Screw it.
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NYQUIL I LOVE YOU [09 Aug 2007|01:38am]
Too much coffee. Not enough Nyquil.

I always seem to make an ass out of myself at the worst times, and I don't realize it until later, I love it.

Not.

I'm all shaky, I haven't had this much coffee in a long time.

Ughh.
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[30 Jul 2007|11:36pm]
Oh goodness. I suck at life.
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[28 Jun 2007|11:52pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

I love it.

I don't even know what comes next in my life, all I know is that I can handle it. I can pick myself up when I get knocked on my ass. I know I can be what I want to, and I can achieve my goals, even if it may not seem like it at the time.

I'm going to Cleveland Saturday to see the baseball game with mah sistas in sigma kappa, which will most definatly be fun.

I start school at OU the second, and I can't wait to get going on this whole nursing thing.

I'm so excited I have another chance, another slate wiped clean.

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[02 Jun 2007|10:45pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]

So today made me a little mad, I mean it's not a big deal just annoying.

I work all this week, I have Saturday off, and I am in the office every night but Thursday wooohooo. Not. Things are kinda ehhhhhhhhhhish lately, and I don't like it. I feel as if I'm just here, not really here though, know what I mean? Maybe, maybe not.

blah. tired, sick, and annoyed. Wow! How much worse could it get?

A lot worse I bet.

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[22 May 2007|02:11am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

There is something living in my wall, or ceiling, and I can't sleep. I'm pretty sure it's a mouse, but it sounds like someone is on the roof. And I don't like it to much. honest. So I think I might fall asleep to the TV or something to drown it out. I'm not afraid of mice or anything, it's just annoying and creeps me out, the fact that I could wake up and there would be one on my stomach or something. One I realized it was there I would be fine, but until then I would preobably not want to have a heart attack. Yeah. That is my rant at 2:12 in the am. Night. Hopefully.

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[11 May 2007|06:13pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

So this summer hs gone off to a good start. Nothing bad has happened, though I'm sure it will at some point. I am moving my loft anf futon and tv into my room this weekend, so I'll finally be unpacked and home. My mom is pretty much back to her normal self, which is amazing. I work a lot, which is good cause I need the hours and I love the people. So my dad let me have the tv in my room because that way I can watch dvds and he's like,"Check and see if you get a few channels" so I did today and holy shit I pretty mych have basic cable! Hahha. And that was my excitment for today, I watched Benny and Joon yesterday, I freakin love that movie.

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[02 May 2007|11:20pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHIMGOINGTOCHICAGOTOMMOROW




that's pretty much all there is to it.

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Really really hurt and confused... [18 Apr 2007|02:54am]
[ mood | Hurt ]

So I lately am finding myself not caring about college. I'm not coming back here next year, so what is the point of even trying anymore? I have exams this week and next, and I all I want to do is fall asleep to the weather channel. It's so relaxing. Most of my stuff is packed up in my dorm, and I honestly am getting ansty to leave. But I truly am going to miss it. I also am finding myself missing someone lately but we won't go there. Instead we'll go somewhere where i want to cry. There's this guy, a friend who I liked. We kinda had a thing, then one day he was like "Hey no more" and still lead me on thinking there was something there. So now we don't really talk, I mean he hurt me really bad. However what I don't understand, is that he went to a friend of mine and said "Niffer had it out for me the whole time". Excuse me? What? I believe I was the one hurt here buddy. You're all fine and dandy now aren't ya? And thus, I don't talk to you. Will I be civil to you? Yes. However it breaks my heart that someone thinks I planned to hurt them, when I honeslty could never ever ever do that to someone, even someone who has hurt me bad. Not only that, he thinks I tried to turn my friends against him as well, and that we all had this evil plan to get him. I'm hurt and confused. Why would someone say this?

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[10 Apr 2007|12:42pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

So we have to do a persuasive speech for class, and I'm doing animal rights. No I'm not some freak who wants to burn down labs. The point is there is a kid going for animal testing. He is 27 and has worked for a biomedical lab where they test animals. He has high amounts of credibility, and not to mention he is cute. This isn't a debate class or anything, I just feel threatened. So what did I do? Checked out EVERY SINGLE BOOK FROM THE LIBRARY ON ANIMAL TESTING. Every last one. What now BIOTCH.

That's the end of that.

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